tonnes of stuff undone. but I DON CARE!
cos its EMO time.
nothing beats emo time.

these objects infront of me...
the feeling of mouse, keyboard seems so unfamiliar for me.

im pretty determine to get mi stuff done actually as time is running out
but ok only.
half way through, some Cambodians jus SMS me!

TADA!!!! it Ti-Da~~~

its really nice to hear from frens u miss
it remind u of e memories
memories are fond
n therefore, i fond memories *smile* wee~~
she still scold me A1, its RUDE in cambodian context, but u jus smell e cambodian scent again, when, u know...
cutta crap, ok life goes on

* @men's Cambodian Dictionary:

A1 = awan = someone/somebody who looks and behave retardedly

21 of us embark on dis very trip 2 weeks ago, 26th Aug, to Cambodia
Namely:
Diniy
Jelisa
Grace
Desmond
Wen Hao
Jaslin
Joyce
Raj
Jacintha
Sharon
Valerie
Benjamin
Timothy
Kaile
Olivia
Anthea
Felicia
Tze Chien
Jonathan
Gan Koh
me
...2 weeks later, today, 7th Sep, I'm back, we're back
e memories stays on.
many yrs down the road,

b4 e begining of dis trip
i was afraid to e trip will start, becos with a beginning, there definitely will be an end
tts how e world works
den when it's start, i knew it'll end. and it did
yester nite, i start to feel empty, very empty
im unsure y. but it jus did, mi heart, felt so terribly uncomfortable, uncomfortably empty
its a very scary feeling i nv felt it b4
dis morn, i tght everything will be cool.
but once i sat down on e bus tears jus continue rolling until i board the flight

in jus 13 days
Service Learning wif jus the 20 others + peeps like Ti-Da, Makara, Kon, taught me alot
so much so tt i cannot finish mentioning about
not jus knowledge
not jus humanity
not jus memories
not jus understanding
not jus friendship
not jus compassion & empathy
but oso life, a deeper understanding towards life
yet i mus say, there are still SOOO SOO SO much more unkown to me.

if u were to ask me if i will participate another service learning again

i will doubt mi decision

i'd love to embark on a journey with many others

know life, touch lifes, get touched

BUT! everything with a beginning comes an end

n so i wonder,

there will nv be an end if there isnt even a beginning.