Am I back?

first and foremost, I want to say...

I AM BACK!

Secondly, I am not sure how long I will be back.

Thirdly,
1 Thing is for sure though,
Student Council Advisor sux!
whoops, Angry post to be my welcoming post?

But I have to.
I do not understand, I just don't.

Reasonsssss

1. Advisor CONTROL, worse is, they neva advice.
2. Advisor can walk away and have their last laugh when they are the one who started shouting at me
3. We could have achieve more with so much hard work done by such a GREAT team, but we achieve so so so so much lesser becos of em
4. ppl who do not work get puppeted, ppl work really hard get shit! and all e scolding
5. Though what we have done is ethically RIGHT and ABSOLUTELY right, but in an attempt to cover their arses, thousands of students have to suffer
6. While I still have to cover their rice bowl and get more discrimination form em.
7. we already have so many commitment (studies; council; family), yet instead of sharing workload or leaving us out of shit, they create trouble, bring in work.
8. Work tt they say we do, having no say in it.

...and tonnes more to go
though e team is nice and supportive, but sometimes, i am abit disappointed, i hope they would have been a lil more ACTIVATED to do or say something out and make a stand, ok, I mean make a FIRM stand.

but again, i heed people's advice, i did not go to the P's level still.
becos they have told me tt our advisors have rice bowls.
so meanwhile, i have to close an eye and let student suffer a lil.

really hope SC will be Counil-oriented.
I have always thght of leaving all dis CRAP behind me, i want to jus let everything jus be "like this" so everyone will need not worry, council don do things;advisor no complaint
but i don wanna be someone who give up.
worse is, i hate miself sometimes for dragging jel and des in. when they could've been been more freed now

so i stay, and continue to recieve all e shits
and shits
and more shits
hoping tt one day, SC can be tgt and tell the sch:

"We should be RUN by ourself"

a simple statement an impossible mission.
i am not a gd leader.