The Gay Encounter

I have been single for quite soooooooooommmmmmmmmmeeeeeeeeeee time
I am sadden by that fact.
We human are creature of affection
So you cannot deny the fact that sometimes, one will feel lonely

But in every situation, there are always pros and cons
Many a times, I enjoy singlehood as well

I did not dive my head into a relationship
I admit, I do go after girls once in a while
But I make sure she is HER
b4 starting d whole bgr stuff
if not, life goes on,
we can still be friends
it's majiam try-an-error

Random @men Quote:

Denying Fate, Can be Fatal

Being Single, as I mention,
is not a sin,
we all know
but sometime, I find it a headache
especially when it comes to this group of friends
(I shan't name names, cause, they are my friends)

If you know @men
you would know tt u can crack any jokes with him
take for e.g. if you were to say he's Gay, he would just laugh it off and forget all about it the next instant

But not for this group of friends.
I have been wondering what's the different?!
When they joke about it, I do get piss
I remember it starting off all as a joke back then
when a casual remark about me being gay was made
I replied "I am NOT!" in an astounding manner to re-re-rererererereafirm my friends
and perhaps, when you give an out-of-the-blue response to casual remark,
that is when jokes become a habit

A Habitual Joke

So from then on, the "Gay" word just come out of almost every possible way you can cannot imagine
In front of new found friends,
unknown shop-keepers
even when it is just US alone

These pissing-me-off-phenomena occur over the centuries

But I never confront them like in a "WTH MAN!" manner before
not because I Dare Not, but becasue I Will Not

and with that, it solve the equation of
"Why am I so affected by the "Gay" remark when THEY say, and not others"

The reason is simple
Because amidst all the friends that I have
This is the group I feel most attached to
This is the people I care about most
And that is why their words means so much
Yet bring about so little vengeance within me
I guess,
one day maybe,
perhaps tmr or perhaps the year after or perhaps some long long time later
a day,
when I am in a shit mood
without them knowing
and when they accidentally pour salt into wound
there will be an acciddental but unintended outburst and tt is when the Habit will come to an end.
(God Bless not the Friendship)

If you are finding the post above too chim to understand, don't worry, it's not that your english is bad.

It's just My Language. Written and to be understood by myself.

Don't try too hard, Just follow your heart