Turmoil

What is my world coming to?!
I FAIL what I want to PASS
and
I PASS what I want to FAIL

I wanted soooooooooooooooooooo much to pass my TP today
but instead of hearing "Go get your license at the counter"
I hear "Yoooooooouuuuuuuu mount THE KERB!"
actually I see it more than I hear it
I can literally see the tester
turning his head
and those words flowing HARSHLY and SLOWLY out of his MOUTH!
it was like Matrix
I suppose his lips and those words will become frequent nightmares in my following naps

Perhaps it's time I change my instructor
not that he is not good
just that I am too bad a driver
thus, I need a better teacher

This matter aside,
I had originally wanted to fail this "Fighting Program" which I shan't name
so that I can remain training and escape from some other harsher stuff
BUT! due to me failing my TP
I was so "pumped up" that I became over-participative in the "Fighting Program's test" today
So in the end,
the red marks I expect to see on the score sheet turns into a SOLID "P"
which means Pass

wth is wrong
Total Failure
I actually FAIL to FAIL?!
how could this kind of thing happen
HOW DID THIS EVEN HAPPEN?!

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Well
Amidst all this good news,
comes another worst news
this weeks is gonna be my LAST WEEKEND!
it's confirm
I am sooooooo going to be doing Shift work which will cancel away my weekends & PH
and when a soldier say PH, it totally means unmarried guys fav. CNY!
how am I gonna answer to my bank account if I don't collect red packet this year?!

Whatever the case,
what's done cannot be undone.
So,
right now,
I can only make the best out of the WORST
which is to enjoy my weekend
Well,
since my pay is coming in tmr
I should do some proper shopping this weekend
and it will be simple
Shop
Eat
World Cup Final!

now that 万事俱备 只欠东风
it's time for me to look for some companion for my itinerary

Oh btw, I forgot to add

Life Sux.